The rules weren't explained in advance. For all she knew she was just —
[It's so strange to talk through this, that feeling of not quite being in his own body settling in again, like he's looking down at himself and hearing a stranger saying these words as memories of didn't he think about me at all, what it would do to me and all he thought about in that moment was that you would live press in at the sides of his vision.]
I thought of it, too. As soon as I realized what was happening to us. I — if I had she'd still have her hand but I tried to find another way.
[It's Ryn's turn, now, to hear what he's not saying but that's so evidently placed there for him: I hesitated because I knew you wouldn't want me to.]
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[It's so strange to talk through this, that feeling of not quite being in his own body settling in again, like he's looking down at himself and hearing a stranger saying these words as memories of didn't he think about me at all, what it would do to me and all he thought about in that moment was that you would live press in at the sides of his vision.]
I thought of it, too. As soon as I realized what was happening to us. I — if I had she'd still have her hand but I tried to find another way.
[It's Ryn's turn, now, to hear what he's not saying but that's so evidently placed there for him: I hesitated because I knew you wouldn't want me to.]