[asking him to live. to not do what gideon did. he knows thancred would have, and he knows that it means instead, he had to watch someone he cares about do the exact same thing. that someone else could have truly lost her life to spare his.
but he's a selfish person, he knows he is, and he's-- relieved it didn't happen. a part of him is quietly moved that thancred actually held off for him.]
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[asking him to live. to not do what gideon did. he knows thancred would have, and he knows that it means instead, he had to watch someone he cares about do the exact same thing. that someone else could have truly lost her life to spare his.
but he's a selfish person, he knows he is, and he's-- relieved it didn't happen. a part of him is quietly moved that thancred actually held off for him.]