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I hate it here.
[but she's more grumpy than anything. what a week, right? it's monday.]
[but she's more grumpy than anything. what a week, right? it's monday.]
It goes without saying I dislike hell in general, but specifically I do not care for the fish.
[after execution, harrow can be found back on the dormitory island, near the dorms.]
...Ah. Quite a spectacle.
...Ah. Quite a spectacle.
...too much of one, maybe.
[the good And bad news is he got feelings back, at some point, but at least when you're blue and your eyes are also glowy it's very easy to hide any lingering redness. he's out here with his cat at his heels; she's just lingering close, winding around his feet when he pauses.]
But not prolonged, at least.
[the good And bad news is he got feelings back, at some point, but at least when you're blue and your eyes are also glowy it's very easy to hide any lingering redness. he's out here with his cat at his heels; she's just lingering close, winding around his feet when he pauses.]
But not prolonged, at least.
It felt long.
[in the moment. she was also crying just a bit at the execution but she's touched up her makeup now.]
[in the moment. she was also crying just a bit at the execution but she's touched up her makeup now.]
It's meant to be as personal as possible. I wouldn't relish having my own conversations repeated back for all to hear.
Hmm.
[her mouth twists slightly in a frown.]
I don't agree.
[her mouth twists slightly in a frown.]
I don't agree.
It is prying. The words were not his, he did not share messages he wished for us to have. It is part of the torture, to watch.
I have been present at the deaths of many people. It is good for them to have someone there, with them. But I do not believe it is necessary for everyone to be present. Goodbyes can be said before the final moments.
Speaking for myself, I would rather be alone than become a spectacle.
Speaking for myself, I would rather be alone than become a spectacle.
[memshare week is hell. harrow is trying to avoid being caught up in it however she can, which means that when she spots rynlan, she'll turn and walk away. but she isn't fast enough.
they drop into the theater. have an memory.
they drop into the theater. have an memory.
[god, that's a fucking lot to take in, but-- the end, especially, that one is. it's rough to watch. his ears pin back, at it, hair tentacles writhing, though he doesn't go so far as to look ill. he's seen a lot. that doesn't make it any less unpleasant, though, witnessing that sort of death.]
-fuck. [is what he manages to say at first, with a little shake of his head. the tentacles don't really calm themselves.] Sorry. Seems like the place is set on this kind of thing, this week.
[feels a little fucked up to just-- ask about someone dying right off the bat.]
-fuck. [is what he manages to say at first, with a little shake of his head. the tentacles don't really calm themselves.] Sorry. Seems like the place is set on this kind of thing, this week.
[feels a little fucked up to just-- ask about someone dying right off the bat.]
Well, I'll bear that in mind if it comes down to it. On either end.
[it likes to make something of a spectacle of both sides, after all, so-- that's something he can bear in mind, when it comes to the decision to watch or leave.]
I did speak with him, just- it didn't feel right, in this case.
[it likes to make something of a spectacle of both sides, after all, so-- that's something he can bear in mind, when it comes to the decision to watch or leave.]
I did speak with him, just- it didn't feel right, in this case.
[she's a little shaky, but also angry. seeing this again, feeling it again.]
It's alright. It doesn't matter.
It's alright. It doesn't matter.
It happened. I made a mistake, which I ought to have presented, but I was - unfocused.
Hmm. Yes. It is not ordinary where I am from, either. I am exceptionally talented, but she was more talented than I am.
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